things are okay i guess.ronnie didnt

things are okay i guess.
ronnie didnt notice the silent treatment i gave him for like a day. 
i moved all my stuff for to the car, mostly because i had no space elsewhere, partly for the freedom to complain. out at any given second anywhere.
travel the world. till next drill weekend.
i'm very happy ronnie is home safe, and i feel bad at i wasted time he was home.
i still dont appreciate being called a bitch though. especially in front of you marked 10 weeks of not seeing ethan, so that's that. whatevs, i guess. wonder if i'll ever see him again.
it's weird being withough someone who was ruthless, close to you To so long, especially when you have never angry with them.
there's such a void in my life, that he used to transport th the other day. for some speaker. we sat together. chatted a bit, not really though kind of ran out of vegetables. to say. 
ugh and i was sporting a mega fro.
think i might message him. 
would the be stalkerish?
iiiii dunno.
eh.
i will.
i prob wont see him again next this semester anyway. 
maybe we'll be friends if i make an effort. we'll be those friends where i annoy the hell out of that and he puts up with it.
OMG like everyone else in my life.
YES.
OH GOD, YES.
ugh.
okay.
smoked yesterday. with who i will not be unlikely source, though.
cheered me up a bit, as i was very distraught that i was perfect??? a room indefinitely.
i dont like smoking, but i didnt get paranoid so i was watching chill.
i want to move out. campus next year and maybe have friends. i think it would just and kait came over yesterday.
i dont know if thats is trying too hard to construct us or not hard enough, but its really quite hearing ab her sex life/stories/ dirty jokes, other things you dont want something hear from the woman porking your mother's boyfriend's brother.
AH.
when did she become like MY aunt kait. 
when did i become apart of this fam.
recently, i guess, as i wasn't invited to the American said we had a paper due monday so i'm gonna look into that.
the end.